我忍

我忍.Thank you for your word. I don't really like you actually. but when you come to me today. I feel warm. I almost wanna tell you is HE. is the guy who make me so upset. but is OK. I can take it. anyway it is not the first time. get insulted only. small case. no big deal. I didn't lose a single cent. Yes. I must admit I am no good. I still wanna keep going like nothing happen? or I should leave and let people say I am so weak and stupid? Oh my god. How can I make myself into this kind of situation. I tot sports should be something good and relaxing. but it turns out to be like this. I am disappointed. Suddenly I have something in my mind. Will I spend the rest of my life playing with all these people; or thay are just a non-memorable part in my life? I wonder.